freedomless

2005-10-17T13:19:00.000-07:00

im at my cousin house right now
maybe watching 'the wig' later
a phone call wake me up so im here blogging
they're all sleeping -.-

bought snowy to the vet earlier on
she could not have the surgery today
cus she was not suppose to take any food or water
but she drank water this morning.
got to postpone.

anyway,i had enough fun this few days and im really broke
starting work tomorrow,and i hope i can make it and do it well.
haiii.

2005-09-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

just realise i didn't bother update for long time
well lots and ton of things happened
funny,exicting,sad,angry and happy incident
after my n's than i will be repairing my com
sighs!!!!
speaking about studies,i left a few more days to revise
NICE MORE FREAKING DAYS!!!!!!

should be working after the exam
and PLAY,SHOP,EAT till im sick of it (:

buck up n level peeps!

how nice it would be if everyday would be like this.

2005-09-10T18:25:00.000-07:00

just wach a horror movie 'haunted house'
its a thai show.

anyway went town yesterday with my girls
its been a long time since i last went out with them
actually was planning to go KTV but canceled

met cat at tampines and head town together.
we ate lotsa stuff!! ALOT!!
den waited for emilia after that we ate again
LOL

SIGHSS!!!!can someone teach me to destress?!

2005-09-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

wa.stress sia.
damn STRESS.
N-LEVEL is on tmr!!! omg
got to work double harddd

2005-08-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

im back from tm with my cousins
bought a top (:

this past few days were so busy with my prelims
stressing over it man!!
it gonna end only on next monday.
sighhh.

I REALISE THE IMPORTANCE OF MY COM WHEN IT SPOIL
I CAN"T LEAVE WITHOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

lots of things happened,but my com encounter a problem
or i should say MAJOR problem!
so cant update
the most important thing is my birthday celebration
8/8-
went to school for national day celebration than get ready for my birthday celebration. (:
met my girls first,and we went to nydc for lunch
den we joke ard about matchmaking each other. FUN man!
around evening we went to marina south for steamboat buffet tgt with alvis,andreas,bishen,kok onn and kelvin.they're so funny pls.
went up to play pool than to arcade
the arcade there was so wonderful,they got lots of games.
we played till 11 den leave
there's a national day carnival over there,so the road is block
we have to walk quite a distance to the bus stop

it was ard 12 when we reach tampines
im watching 'the maid' with my family and cousin at 12.45
so emilia accompany me while waiting for them (: so nice of her
met justin and geraldine at tm,they're watching too.

the movie was alright,very shocking
i can feel those pple sitting beside me jump when they got shock! LOL

i really enjoy myself that day.
thanks for the planning guys! (:

10/8-
went to celebrate my birthday wit hui ru,jia and poh siu
they bought a top for me and a mango cake.(:
den we went to k-box
real FUN!
but the day had to end soon,and got to prepare work for the next day

11/8
its my birthday!!!
thanks for all that wishes and testi friends!
although today is my actual birthday but im not as happy as the past two days.
dont't feel like metioning,but i really got a bad day on that day
plus my com's problem start on this day.

14/8-
i receive a birthday card from rika!
thanks girl (:
im at randi house now,so can update
im so stress up now!time cant cure this time
until all those exams are over than maybe i will feel better.

2005-08-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

this past few days im having gastric problems
sighss,pain!!!!
hope it will recover before my birthday.(:

today lots of teacher are absent from school
lotsa of free period.

mon-
got some problems with schoolmates in school
it involved quite alot of pple,so not really over yet
cat went to my house after sch for karaoke session.LOL
emilia's not intrested in this.hahaha

gonna celebrate my birthday with my my girls and "sisters" this coming monday.
HAHAHA

what you say have been repeating in my mind countinously
if it is the truth than i'll be very happy

2005-07-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

sat-
suppose to go town with cousins
but ended up at harbourfront
bought lotsa stuff there- bag,a collar top and jacket (:
shop ard and went to the coffeshop there for kaming soup?
if i didn't forget how to spell that soup,but its very marvelous

den headed to marine parade for katong laska
hahaha
den went to the pet shop nearby to buy stuff for snowy
im attach to a puppy there,but it is sold :(((

today-
went to the ice world beside bugis juction
its sooo damn freaking COLDDDddddd~
i feel a little unwell now.
anyway ate dinner at randi house and we went to rent a horror movie and watch it tgt
actually was suppose to meet cat and emi
but didn't

gonna find programme for now
or else i'll rot to death
bye.

everything seems so difficult to maintain as well as keeping it well
that feeling i hate most came again.

2005-07-29T23:03:00.000-07:00

whew! was so tired and busy during the weekdays that i have no time to update my blog
just know that our class for those art students they are working very hard to pass up before their duedate. stress sia!

there is a riot during recess today
curry chicken,rice, chairs and tables all filp over
curry were everywhere,soft drinks were splash on them
and i'm quite near there while happening
i doubt no teacher dare to stop them,this time was really SERIOUS
mr nahar went to stop them but they are really to violent
i rmb one malay guy's face go blood on it!
that serious ahh...
i SWEAR this is the worst fight i ever witness.

after recess is physics period,last peroid,last day of sch
i really cant concentrate
yeah,so was having a singing session with andreas and cat
LOL

anyway,was planning to go gym with regina and randi tmr den for a movie or to ice world (:

2005-07-23T15:39:00.000-07:00

went to town with my emilia and cat
ate lunch at long john,and we saw zac and his friend
den went to meet lionel
its been a lonnnnnnnnng time since the last time i saw him
his style change alot,but his still as crappy as ever.
(:
emilia went to avalon
so train-ed home with cat
and we talk about her past
yeahh.
anyway cat's new nickname is taaa-tooo
emilia's-chong chuuu
mine is obviously kaku
hahaha
-.-
anw is just a joke

heading to marine parade later.
MAYBE gonna get my mp3

2005-07-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

lets recap,
sat-
after my maths tuition den to co concert with hui ru and guys
ermm,lets say its not as good as the previous one
but there is a song on 'liu qin' solo
trained home with poh siu and jia
den to mac for supper. (:

sun-
actually wanted to go ktv but shawn is sick
so postpone!!!!
to marine parade with cousins and aunty
and look out for mp3

mon-
we got to run 2.4 test
early in the morning sweat like hell!!
whole body feels so sticky and yucky
yiiiyucksss~

didn't went to co quite some time
tmr,tmr must go
after co im going 'pasar malang'(expo) with my gurlss ((:

2005-07-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

hmmm.quite a long time since i last updated
was busy with school work and tests

monday we took n-level eng oral
i was soooooo freaking nervous.VERY nervous

wed-history test
i memorise the whole of germany's chap and i thought china was the most difficult among all so i memorise the whole of it.but it came out on USA instead!!!

thrus-chem test
okay i was revising it only on the day before
it was a difficult paper.

friday-chinese and physics test
i just learned both the subjects

im having test almost EVERY sinle day!!!!!
gonna go bonkers soon.

need to destress during the weekends.((:

2005-07-10T11:24:00.000-07:00

fri-
went to long john for lunch,randi join us (:
emilia's going for audition!!!
GOOODDD LUCKKkkk

sat-
tuition-ed
went out with regina,randi and our mum
actually wanted to go town but we're too lazy
so went to bugis instead
regina bought a braclet for meeee!
thanks sis. (:

woke up darn early today
parents were shouting,haii.

2005-07-06T19:33:00.000-07:00

SIGHSS!!!!
im having a tremendous STRESS!!!!
"AAHHHHHHHhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

ahem ahem*
feel much better now
too many days didn't update,kinda forget what happened
anyway all are just about studies
SIGH!!!!!!!!~

let us work double hard for the last few months,yeah man!!

recap-
nth special happen in school today,just happen to know lame joke
a difference between a bird and a fly is:a bird can fly,a fly can't bird
-.-"

2005-07-02T16:04:00.000-07:00

friday-
physics lab explode!!!
miss seow and lots of student were hurt
the press,ambulance and fire engine came over
we were sweating like hell under the hot sun
and the whole thing its just an practice to get prepare for a real emergency.
=.=

went to k-box after that with my gurls
funn!!!
den we walk emilia to avalon after the kt session
walk ard with cat and home after that

sat-
just ended my tuition
dont think gonna go anywhere tonight
sighh,sian ah!!!

i just hope it wont happen again
i really hope so
just got to REAl hard.

2005-06-29T20:15:00.000-07:00

first day of school-
phew...manage to survive through
went to meet cat's fren cindy and her daughter
they look like sister. (:
catch initial d later
wow!! no words can describe those wonderful actors.

tues-
went to co and brush up those sec one
haiiiii!!!!need to put in ALOT of effort
borrow internal affairs 2 from shi qin
edison again, yeahhhh!!!

wed-
school was fine,much more tiring but got to absorb everything
went to see the doctor again
sighh,not sure how to put it
but im fine (:

homework time.
and ya! ktv this friday ((:

2005-06-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

went to escape with shawn,ivan,randi and other two girls from overseas
there's a new game there 'haunted house'
ivan kept asking them how much they earn per hour
and asked for directions
-.-"
ate mac for dinner than cabed home

sighh,school starts tmr
i sort of haven complete my holiday assignment
=p
we're watching intial d tmr!
YAAAaaayy~
we bought those tickets on friday,HEE kiasu rite? (:
gonna get things done
bye peeps!
edison edison edison edison edison edison edison edison edison (((((:

hongkong trip

2005-06-25T16:16:00.000-07:00

this trip is a fantastic one (:
no doubt,bought lotsa stuff

Day 1-
lack of sleepness,cus we took an early flight to hk
while waiting for the plane it rains
breakfast at delifrance and ate my medicine
when the plane was going up,we saw a rainbow!!!
its very beautifull indeed.
when we reach the hotel,first impresion is the bellboy
he's cute,LOL
ate lunch like there's no tmr
den to the places to view the best of hongkong

day 2-
went to shop at the 'women street'
yaa,lotsa stuff there
spot a bag,but mum scare not enuff money for the next few days

day 3-
went to china-shenzheng,its near hk
like singapore to malaysia
the people there are SCARY~
but things there are much more cheaper
BARGAIN BARGAIN BARGAIN BARGAIN BARGAIN
thats my favorite part ((:"
went back to hk,there's a shopping centre there with ice skating
nice ah?

day 4-
went to shop again
hack care whether if its enuf money
cus only left one day
buy buy and buy

day 5-
its our last day there
since the flight to singapore its late at night
so we went another shopping centre
den to women street again,actually wanted to buy the bag i want earlier
but the stall did not OPEN!!!!
grrrrr
regret ahh.....)):
check out from the hotel,check up the bell boy once more
he's getting cuter
hahahaha
make our way to airport and off we go to singapore!

its sure a nice place to visit and of cus the company i have with
randi make me laugh and laugh through the whole trip
sighhhhh,kinda miss the people,food and places there
let's make a trip to hk soon (:

not to forgot the tim sum there is POWER
=ppppp
mummmmm~

2005-06-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

leaving singapore very soon
im back on next wed
im going with my cousins family,fren's family and my family of cus
gonna take a nap,(:
bye peeps.

2005-06-16T12:27:00.000-07:00

dont't let me sick again!!!!yells-

went to see the doctor,catch a cold and my throat hurts again
sigh
actually my condition don't need to see the doc but my mum's afraid
cus we're going to hongkong soon
very soon,this friday
im gonna miss my girls
as well as singapore (:
-.-"
anyway going to tm later,blog back later.

2005-06-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

sighs,i got a huge feeling that my com's gonna spoil soon
:((
spend the whole day slacking at home
and finally completed my homework

just ate dinner and waiting for my show to start
lalalalalalalaa

2005-06-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

we're at lionel house now
lionel and cat's hamster is so damn cute!!
kae.gonna go now (:

2005-06-11T17:13:00.000-07:00

caught Mr and Mrs smith yesterday,
with my two darlings
shop and slack ard den back home
we laugh so hard in the mrt that my jaw still hurts

anyway gotta prepare now,going out for dinner with randi
den to emilia's house for a movie
got to hurry.

2005-06-09T20:04:00.000-07:00

went to shi qin house today
learn to bake brownie from poh siu an guy.
watch the face and a thai show there
yupp.

actually wanted to go malaysia tmr with my cousin,uncle and company
but ryan's having high fever and need to stay in hospital
went to visit him yesterday,he's quite active (:

so malaysia trip was cancelled
not quite dissapointed though,cuz tmr going out with my girls.
(((:

2005-06-05T22:46:00.000-07:00

i'm at randi's house now
eating kit-kat right now.yum yum (:
went to changi beach for picnic today
so funn.
was eating so many tibits and playing cards
later we went to pick some seashells,randi always pick those out of shape shells
gonna put those shells together with my love seeds =DD
pack up and ate dinner at the beach
i'm craving from red bean soup!!!!!!!!!
awwwww,since morning till now
@#$%^&*&!#%
i want to drink RED BEAN SOUP!!!!

later we all had to do a small operation for snowy(a name of a dog)
sharp thorns were found on her body
mmmmm.so poor thing
she's bathing right now.

unsure of my plans tmr.
haii.gtg
sweet dreams (:

2005-06-05T13:13:00.000-07:00

went to syco concert yesterday with jia and hui ru
nice concert,hey're so talented plss.
haii,admire them.
kuo ling qiang...he's handsome (:

after the concert we went to old market for supper
hee,den make our way to raffles mrt station
we walk the wrong way can?!
-.-"
its getting more and more eerie as we walk down the streets
cockroaches are everywhere.
eeeekkk!!!!!!!!
we decide walk back and ask for directions
okay finally we reach the mrt station.
reach home ard 12.30,almost miss the last bus
phew"

gonna do my homework soon
later going picnic with randi,shawn,sis,ben and SNOWY!!
yaa yaa
got to go
bye pple!!

2005-06-03T17:36:00.000-07:00

i hate her!
she made us mad!!

alright,i'm at millie's house now
not going to town after all.
cat's complaining
she's hungry.

i want to buy blades!!
:((
kae,got to join them in the living room
we're planning what to have for dinner. :)

2005-06-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

went blading with emilia,amanda,millie,catherine and lionel yesterday
we're having fun,i want another session of this pls.

went to town for lunch,saw olinda.
yupp. :)
to suntec after that,den back to tam.

going out with emilia and cat soon
gonna get prepared (:
blog back at night.

2005-05-29T14:30:00.000-07:00

i'm back from chalet!!!
let's recap thurs-
didn't went to sch cuz i'm having a high fever

fri-
went to school to get back my report book
den head off to town with my gurls and ah wei
ate lunch den meet lionel
shop around and bought a bag
cant remember what exactly happen
but i'm not feeling well later,so got to end our day early
sorry girls!!! :(

sat-
got a terrible sore throat
my voice sound like a man!
and its so SUX!!
but i still went for the chalet
they ate tibits and all,but i got to eat plain,tasteless food.
have a great time when we baberque,ton that night.

sun-
my voice got worst
randi kept laughing at me when i go off tone.
hmmph!!
went out for breakfast den to wild wild wet
so funn! but it rain so gonna stop for a while den continue
yupp
that night i went home,not gonna stay there

mon-
my fever got back,since i'm eating heaty stuff during the chalet and playing in the rain
haii
got to pay back now
rushing to orchestra now
bye pple!

2005-05-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

realise i didn't update for days.
mr kaw bought us to the lab to watch the 'airplane crash investigation'
the rest were just slack,slack and slack.

resume my tuition today
yeahh
actually were damn excited about the chalet
but now,i dont feel anything.
:((

fell so stressd up right now
com's lagging,gtg

2005-05-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

something is terribly wrong to my blog
i screw up the whole thing,cant tag my blog.
sighs
millie's gonna help me with that
thanks girl! :)

just end 'a fight' with my mum
haii, i'm not gonna be a good girl anymore

i feel that the whole world really hate me.
i dont want to feel this way

new blogskin

2005-05-19T16:45:00.000-07:00

i'm over at millie's house.
emilia,cat and lionel at over here too
we slept through the whole morning,didn't went to school.
:pp
we help lionel to put on the makeup
LOL :DD

this is my new blogskin
millie help me with that
putting a song in soon....
yeaa

going home soon,this few days alr stay out quite late.
blog back at night :)

shop shop shop

2005-05-16T20:07:00.000-07:00

my leg's still pain
:((
gonna make a fast one,going out later.
yeah
went shopping yesterday,we bought stuff fer ourself and cat.
ate coffee club for lunch and slack at rocky for dinner
we used up all our energy
test at morning den shop for one whole day wearing heels!

update when i'm back

and oh! cat n lionel:happy one year aniversary!
cute couples :))

2005-05-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

cool!
i'm watching that edison and blogging at the same time.
yeahh.
tmr's the last paper,but i haven complete my revision
not gonna pin to much hope on history either.
haii

i cant join my cousins to the beach.
sigh
i didn't hang out with my girls for almost two months.
at first was cramp with co den mid year exmas
goshh
TMR!!! its a MUST
:))

:))

2005-05-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

i'm back from TM
i'm at randi's house now...
ate dinner with emi,millie and randi
later cat,lionel and alex join us.
emi bought a new hp!
yaa.we went slacking ard
two new pple in our grp
hahahaa
randi and alex!
:)

saw shawn and ben.
later saw pris and pei en.
yeahh
wonderful dayy.
arrggh.i still need to study for my last paper
:((

yay!!!!

2005-05-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

back from millie's house.
my com!!finally it works.
i hope it will not screw up again
prays*

anywaymy com always spoil at the right time.
always during the exams.
yeaa.

2005-05-12T23:54:00.000-07:00

hello.
i'm over at millie's house
i think were doing a very good job of acting cheenas.
hahahaa

take physics and chem today.
yahh.physics easy,chem damn difficult.
hurr!! if i pass my science i'm gonna to treat my gurls. :)
mid year end on monday.

millie just raped emilia.
emilia: yeah she did! MOFO! she pulled down my skirt! ive got sexy legs ahh. hahaa
millie: LOOK WHO'S TALKING! you monkey headed brainless hogswash. HEH HEH. but i still love you!(leans forward to kiss emilia)
emilia: GOAWAY! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jen:wooooooo.NC 16 lehhh....

hahahaa.
got a chalet at the end of march.
so excited
gonna play with them.
yeahhh.

haii,why must this thing happen at this time

2005-04-30T05:12:00.000-07:00

i'm at randi house now.
hope i dont fall and hurt mine ear again. :))
yeahh
excluding tuition i didn't touch my books today.
haii,stress

friday-
went t tampiness studium for our sports day
i didn't take part.hmm.if there is another chance perhaps next year.
damn darn hot there,it was like wow.burning HOT!!!

home to bath and prepare to go town with cat and emi.
but emi fell,great fall.
but she insist of going out.
we forbid her,hmmph!

we to tam with cat for lunch and see whether emi need us to buy food for her.
zesheng piggy her back cuz she can even walk!!her leg got worst.so bloody!!
yaa i know,800 metres.
lolss

off for tv.

typer shark!

2005-04-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

slag at mac fer hours!
waited fer lionel den we went "shopping"
lol
visted the clinic,because of my ear.
i'm so damn scare k?!
but its fine,no internal bleeding
pain!!!

mr kaw bought us to the com lab fer words game.
hyper shark!!!
so damn exicting,cant wait fer next week!

whenever happens,
no matter how you feel.
studies is more important.

i still cant bring myself to say it

2005-04-24T02:29:00.000-07:00

sat-went to randi's house
i had great fall man!
hit my ear and my ear bleed.
goshh. its so pain!! i scare i will go deaf.
=xxx

there are stilll things i cant bring myself to blog
:(((

revising my chinese and chem for tmr's test.
sighs,stress.

in sch again

2005-04-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

i think we behave so well today,that miss wong bought us to the lab again
:))))))
ahhh!!! so happy!
miss wong only allow those who pass up her hw to suft the net.
i did pass up,butt miss wong give all another chance
so kind of her.

today got lots of pple going for sports heats.
so co will start later and end later.
end around 8pm
hmmm....no choice tmr is our co big day!
hrrr hrrr hrrr
the thought of it makes me feel exicted,anxious and of cuz everybody is looking forward.
i want to strive something for the school before i leave this sch
yeahh.

ohhh!! the bell just rang.got to sign out.later people hack my account.
take care.

in school

2005-04-20T13:43:00.000-07:00

i'm in the school's com lab now.
miss wong is talking to cat,beside me.
=PPP
she bought us to the com lab and let us suft the net after we done the job.
actully we've been the com lab twice today.
:))
hahaa.
my gurls are all posting now,check out their blog.
gonna call out for mrs wong,i'm stuck with my target setting

anyway today recess just sucks.
THAT girl cut our queue and SHE still dare to scold us when we cut HER queue.
its just fair.
lalalala.
we heed mr nahar's advice,not to get angry over such idoit problem.

whoo!
we are talking about ghost stories these few days.
darn SCARY!!!!
how am i going to survive when i'm home alone.

gonna have tuition today.
sighs,stress man!
syf....TWO more days.
goshhh.wish me luck!
:))
gonna play games now.bye bye!

i really want to understand everybody

2005-04-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

just finished my maths homework.
yeahh.
today we got a syf showcase during assembley programme.
every other cca that perform today all went fer syf already.
except us.
:(((
anyway today recess were more lively.
hee.
mr nahar postpone the ss test to thurs because of the showcase today.
so stress right now.
alot of things to worry about,almost everything.

drink more water,co members.
we cant fall sick or feel sick that day. :))

co co and more co

2005-04-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

just came back from co
we have 6 days of co practice a week.
tmr got to go simei cc to try on the new 'liu qin'(my instrument)
SEVEN days!!!continuous practice.

yawns.
damn tired
yesterday is our school's speech day.
everything goes out well :))
mr RAJ came back fer the performance!!!
ahhh!miss him. we are his form class last year.
our the teaches look so handsome and pretty that night!
after the speech day,we went to starbucks fer mocha.
hmmm.....dont feel like going home early that night,
so we went to the kopitiam fer a proper dinner and watch the last episode of the 9pm serial.
yupp.

anyway this few days didn't post a proper one
is due to the tight rehersal for the speech day and co practice.
this time is a longggg one.

my syf is on the 22 of april,friday.
we strive for gold
but if we got silver i'm contented :))
that's all.gonna take a nap now.
goodbye!

haii

2005-04-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

just ate my dinner.
mum cook for me my favorite soup!!!
:))
soup of the day.lol

went to com lab twice today.
haa
thanks to mr kaw and miss wong.
went to millie's house after sch
haii, happy and sad.
anyway later lionel come fetch cat,den home fer dinner.

guilty,sad,laughter,hyper,depression
haii
all on the same day.
i cant take it!!

its only the starting of the day

2005-04-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

recap-
went for full dress rehersal yesterday
it totally feels like the actual day.
anyway it end quite late
ate dinner at sakura.
den home.

heard frm my frens today is the 'world disaster'?
if its really ture (TOUCH WOOD!!!)
what is your last wish?

there are many things i cant get it over a night
its too late.

back

2005-04-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

i'm back home!!!!
chatting with with emi right now.
she's so funny.

anyway went to woodlands with mum,aunty and randi.
didn't buy any stuff )):
i'm so piss off with my mum today
everything i ask,the answer will be NO
haii
i kept giving her attitude and its getting worst everyday.
.............................................
i'm sorry.

coldness

2005-04-02T13:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday was april's fool!!!
suppose to fool cat,but i spilled out =xx

went town with cat,emi and dez
catch the eye 10 again.
lolss

misunderstanding took place
.................................
but we listen to each other.
everything is fine :))
i'm not angry with youuu.

train back with emi and cat
we sat outside cheers when emi ate her cup noodles,since almost all the shops in tm are close
back home after that.

i'm afriad things wil happen again
buut i dont think so,she will trust us more for now on
right??

i lost confidence in everything

2005-03-30T20:53:00.000-08:00

i'm beginning to feel hopeless.
so damn disapointed today.
=((

only thing that happen in sch was about the class t-shirt
decision was hard to make,losing trust in each other.
emi didn't come to sch today,but she did come simei to find us =)
childish thing happened

but lucky we are still 15 or 16, we are still in our teens years

this is gonna to be the last time we all hope.

yupp :))

i want to help myself!!

need to plan or do something to me myself feel happy

insane :)

i dont care a single thing.

2005-03-28T20:50:00.000-08:00

didn't went to co today
i'm stress and i need a break.

so many things happen recently.
many,many,many
i'm neglecting my studies
sighs
arrgghh!!!!
i really hate my mum this moment
cant stand it!!!really!!!!
i'm not gonna shout..bear with it...
count to ten.phew..

hate this

2005-03-27T03:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm. eye 10 damn funny sia
nice nice nice,overall not bad.

just finished my maths tuition hw
mum's out,dad's watching movie and eating his peanut.
think gonna dine home tonight.

everything will be alright if u admit or do something else
but i just hate it when your others say my friend
back off man!!!

why??

2005-03-25T14:40:00.000-08:00

my mum is nagging
ooh!! peace plss.

only five of us went da sch yesterday.
manda is sick

millie house after that.
she gave me a purple easter egg!!
thankss =)
leave her house around 11 plus.
sweettt home!!

will be watching the eye 10 todday
gonna get things done.

why

2005-03-24T21:11:00.000-08:00

where's mine?

2005-03-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

didn't update this few days
busy ahh..
can refer to emi or millie's blog
i'm with them this few days.

just ended my tuition
today in school amanda,cat and me get seprated with millie and emi.
they were having art lesson in the art room
while we stay at the classroom.
cuz too many pple drop art.
sighs
one week 3 hrs =(
slept in class fer twenty songs during art class
ahhh.... i shld be revising my other subjects!!!hmm

stop here,homework time
sweet dreams

where's mine?

2005-03-23T05:19:00.000-08:00

sighs

2005-03-19T20:23:00.000-08:00

sighss.
i gt a bad sore throat
cough
cold
and slight fever.

thurs-
michelle,emi and cat come to my house fer karaoke session.
=))
first time michelle wants to sing
her mum got the first prize fer singing competition!!
i'm not surprise that michelle can sing real nice.
dinner with emi at long john
waited fer michelle and her silly guy
back home
that night when i'm about to sleep
i saw a HUGEE lizard at my kitchen
my parents are asleep,i dun wanna wake them up
just got to bear it till the following day.
buttt i saw my "best friend"
COCKROACH!!!!
omg
got to wake them up

fri-
k-box
that day i'm having my sore throat but i just sing
so i got to pay double today.

off fer that laggy friendster
drink lotsa water.
=))

peeps.

2005-03-14T21:05:00.000-08:00

went fer my english oral today.
mr kaw kept laughing at me
omg
hahaa.

after that to amanda house den millie house.
nini and ah jo damn cute sia
*pinch their face
watch a murder show at millie's house
dunnoe wat's that show called
but is damn shocking and exicting.
we keep on guessing wu's the murder
end up everybody got it wrong.

off fer the 9pm show.

i'm sorry

i lo

2005-03-14T05:05:00.001-08:00

2005-03-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

cat's birthday

2005-03-13T13:15:00.000-08:00

recap-
yesterday was cat sweet sixteen birthday!!!
=))
a year pass so fast
we didn't go well with our planning cuz of sumthing happen.
cat and lionel went back tampines for something.

anyway we did take neos with birthday gurl
lots of them.
couples quarell over and over again
=((

sake sushi fer dinner
i laugh till so full
feel like vomiting after that.
cabbed home.

i hope cat enjoy her birthday
smiles*

randi's coming my house soon.

pray~~

2005-03-11T18:42:00.000-08:00

was late fer school today.
michelle,millie and me
the rest didn't went da sch.

was so fucking worried fer emi today
hope she's happy by now.
=))
i'm pack with the holiday scheldue
including time fer revising
muahh!!!
i cant wait fer da holidaysss!!!!
gonna cut my hair soon.
off fer salon~

the day is coming nearer and nearer.
i'm scare;helpless
there's nothing i can do

bahhss =((

2005-03-09T20:50:00.000-08:00

postpone tuition to friday
i'm in a holiday mood.

we meet bj and lawernce at BK,rika and yohan too.
ate lunch together den went da airport to send rika off
haizzz
sad sia =((
she's so funny.

accompany cat to cs fer her chicken
so greedy chuckles*
but cutee.

something'swrong with me today
i got nothing to blog,dunnoe wat to write.
gonna stop here.
goodnight

smassshh

2005-03-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

the most special thing that i can remember fer today is the whole of the staff room crash.
it already crack about quarter of the glass door.
it happen when we're discussing what happen to the door
later the whole door smash down right infront of our face
we did run away quite fast when we saw the whole door falling down.
CRASHHHH.
whew,lucky we are safe
=))
mrs lao said we are like elephants
our footsteps make the class shattle
lolss.

went fer co after sch and plan my holiday scheldue
cat and amanda's birthday coming!!!
both during the march holiday.
=))

everybody seems to have something to be happy about
but my life seems so boring.
i still the horrible tension in me.
haizzzzz

2005-03-04T13:55:00.000-08:00

HALOWW KAKU!! :)

hahaa. that was millie
so playful.
i'm at her house now

my gurls are going out today.
only me and millie never go
=((
plus michelle.

many things happened today
some pple just got nth better to do.
hmmmm.shall not elaborate further

common test is over!!!
can slack fer this weekend.
ONLY this weeekend
hmmmmm....
but better den nothing.
bye!!!

commen test week.

2005-02-28T19:24:00.000-08:00

reach home darn early today.
emi,millie and cat went fer art remidal
manda went somewhere else.
its a sure fail paper fer english
fucking diffcult.
=((

fri-
went da town with emi,dez,lionel,cat and millie.
i still find that it's not millie's fault
but some people just like to break promise.

my eyes hurt again
so got to go taka the optical shop and send soak my contact lenses with dunnoe wat solution.
went fer dinner without my specs or contact lenses
everything seems so blur.
home after dinner

sat-
went town again with randi to get back my contact lenses.
the person said its still dirty
hiazz
sad man.

shop ard taka and saw sylvester!!!
anyway need to rush back to tampines fer a movie.
'i do i do' mum bought fer me the tickets.
nice show.

sun-
stay home the whole day and get prepared fer common test.
end up only studied physics
=xx~

most pro this few days not gonna update because of the common test.
dinner's ready!!!

aarrgghh.frenster

2005-02-24T21:02:00.000-08:00

i feel awful.
arrggh hate it man!!!

late fer sch today again
detention as usual.
slept like a pig in class today
recess time and i thought it was sch dismissal!!!
hahaa.

went da millie house after detention.
ALL of us were there
i mean ALL.
whole family =))

off fer tv.

=(((

2005-02-22T21:32:00.000-08:00

papa..happy birthday!!!!!
its my father's birthday
i bought him a t-shirt
=)
i haven done my homework.
watching tv.

my girls and i went da internal detention
except michelle (cuz she never late)
our recess today is different frm the lower and upper sec
we are in between them
=))
dont have to Q-up
=x ~

co after sch
saw hui ru,shi qin and guys at kfc
i ate their birthday cake fer shiqin
tmr is her birthday!!!!

ahyaa!!and my eyes hurrrttt
till now its still pain
my mum ask me to give up on my contact lenses
I DONT WANT!!!!!!!!
bahhhh!~~~

i hope u will change your nick
i dont want to,but it makes me hate you.

:(((((((((

2005-02-20T14:20:00.000-08:00

recap-
yesterday was shawn and my mum's birthday.
i bought a hp earpiece fer her.

went fer co performance early in da morning
den rush home cuz we're gonna celebrate shawn's birthday together
yupp.
towned.
catch a preview movie 'feng shui'
its quite shocking but funny too
hahaa.
saw my gurls,dez and bj when i'm going to buy food fer the movie.

they're gonna to watch 'hide and seek'

after the movies saw them in the toilet again

fated to be together.

muahahahaa

somethings are meant to be memories

all i can say is wonderful night.

=))

only the 6 of us knows.

why would it turn out to be this way

its not fair.

i think of you.

2005-02-16T20:46:00.000-08:00

didn't update fer a long time.
sryy.
i have a super boring and upset weekend.
busy with sch work this few days
and i hate it.
=xx

cat was so stress up in class today
all is that teacher fault.
hmmph!!
anyway she cheer up rite after HER lesson.
=)
went da mac after sch den home fer tuition
now waiting fer ma show to start.

i want this day to be over rite now
i want to forget the feeling i'm going through right now.
can i??
undescrible feelings~

day four.

2005-02-11T20:44:00.000-08:00

hmmm.
let's start the day with sch
emi and cat didn't went to sch today
not only them lots of pple did not turn up too.

maths test postpone to this coming monday.
yupp.
went stright home after sch
to randi house and just ate my curry rice fer dinner.
=))
i'm still at her house now
mum's playing majoing.
that's my day four fer lunar new year.
gtg
byess.

lunar new year

2005-02-10T12:50:00.000-08:00

recap-
after wishing my dad and mom
the next thing is of course to my grandparent's house.
ah ma cook the pig organ soup
damn nice plsss.
OMG!!
ask her fer the recipe
=xx
no larr
kidding.

there were three cute children there
they are really cuteee.
=))
stay there till 6 plus
den to my cousin house
ate steamboat den gamble.
i win lots den loss,win again den loss
end up i won 50 cents.
wahahahaa

went to the temple nearby loyang.
yaa
den went back to my cousin's house
cabbed home later
reach home ard 1 plus
mummy reach home at 6am!!!!

not sure hu's house i'm going to go today.
off fer my lunchh-

happy lunar new year!!!!!!!!!

new year eve.

2005-02-08T22:50:00.000-08:00

just back frm my cousin house
went there fer dinner.
yupp.

recap of yesterday-
went da the performance
they got fireworks there.
gee...
i didn't see propely.
=((
sylvester sim was there too =)
reach sch ard 10 pluss.

MUST reach sch at 6.30!!!!
omg
lucky i got my long sweet afternoon nap
i fresh awake right now.
hahaa

off fer tv
happy new year eve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrrgghhh.i hate it.

2005-02-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

i got pimple break-out!!!
arrgghhh.
and its going to be da new year.
=((

anyway took almost the whole afternoon to study chem test
and i still dont quite understand.
how??
stress ahhh.
so bored nw
i hate sunday night.

tmr got a performance at the 'hongbao river'
not sure where it is.
we will reach sch ard 10.30
damn late plss
i will miss all my tv programmes.
sighh~

okayy larr, shld end here.
bye bye
=)))

coming sat

2005-02-05T11:25:00.000-08:00

i got a terrible dream yesterday night
it is not a nightmare,its a worst dream.
brrrr~

anyway not sure whether i'm going out today
but i hope so larr.
hee hee

4/2-
its randi birthday
happy birthday randi!!!!
=))
went da millie house after sch
we play things that dont need electricity
and we cook chawamushi!!!!(not sure if it was spelt this way)
we played games with witch hat,batteries and coins
hahahaa
our invention

reach home around 6
randi came da my house fer dinner
and i hlp her with the profile thingy.
yupp.

tt's all
blog back tonight.

sickk....bitchh.

2005-02-03T20:59:00.000-08:00

burpss.
=xx~
just ate my dinner.

recap-
cat didn't went da sch today.
she's sick
awwww
got two test today
physics and history
its sooo difficult plsss.

i fell darn sick the whole day in sch
feel much better after taking pills
only much better not totally recover.

went da enrichment programme
and met a trainer that knows how to shout
i learn how the word 'despicable'
hmmmph!!
some friends cant stand her attitude too
leave the programme half way through.
errrgghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bitch.

off fer frenster
bye peeps.

sickk....bitchh.

2005-02-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

rehersal

2005-01-31T21:08:00.000-08:00

amanda and cat was mad of 'that song'
lolss'ching chong chao'(our joke)
gonna lend the disc to the two gurls tmr.
remind me!!

emi,manda,cat and millie went da detention.
so i went fer my rehersal first
blahh blah blahh
den dismissed.
=))

reach home around 7 plus.
bath
tuition homework den online
after that tv,on the phone den sleep.
okayy.
tv time reaching soon
byee

moodswingg-

2005-01-30T21:45:00.000-08:00

woke up late today
feeling abit sickly
ahhhh
moodswing ahh

went da emi's house to pass her the art file.
end up spend almost the whole day there
sry~~
her mum order pizza fer us
=))
thankss.

hmmmm
i like my blogskin because its purple!!!!
but i think sumthing's wrong
or my com's spoil?

homework time.
nitess

moodswingg-

2005-01-30T05:32:00.000-08:00

new blogskin~

2005-01-29T10:37:00.000-08:00

i change my blogskin
yupp
millie change it fer me.
thanksss millie
=)

i woke up darn early today
feel so weird.
hmmmm
gonna go town later with mum,aunty and randi i think.
yipee!!!
shopping timee~

recap of yesterday-
only millie,manda,mitch and i went da sch
cat and emi didn't go.
=((

went to celebrate jia jia's birthday at marina bay
yupp.
on the way home i saw three sweet couples
its ma gurls.
reach home ard 11 plus.
ermmm
tt's about it.

tuition

2005-01-26T21:11:00.000-08:00

i check my frenster,read pple's blog.
nw its updating timee.

that goes-
meet ma gurls at cherrs.
we almost late fer sch.
run like fuck.

run one round fer our pe lesson.
we saw a darn BIG dog
i think its half dog half cow
its body got the colour of the cow.
wu knows??

histroy remidial cancelled.
went stright home after sch.
cuz me amanda and emilia got tuition later on.

slept
tution
dinner
on the net
tv

gtg
take care guys.

towned.

2005-01-25T21:00:00.000-08:00

went da town with emi and manda.
cat went to meet lionel.
millie went da somewhere else.

to far east den dez and bj arrived.
me extra ah.
...............
aniwae lunch at long john.
took bus to heeren
shop ard den to cine.

i dont like that part of this dayy.

reach home ard 7
shawn at my house
i'm not concentrating wat he's talking about.
lolss.
he's singing i dream.

bye guys.

birthday.

2005-01-23T12:29:00.000-08:00

hmmm.i'm watching tv right nw while blogging.
i had a nightmare yersterday
or can say,today.
someone's hand and body break into half
and was there to witness it(in my dream).
phew~
scared.

22/1-
its my cousin celebrating her 21st birthday.
her frens and all thereletives were invited.
yupp.
randi and i share to buy her a kenzo perfume.
happy birhday!!!
they order buffet and cook some food.
took lotsa photos since they have digi cam
and they all three silblings change hp at the same time.

midnight arrived and its my aunty and uncle's birthday.
lotsa pple celebrating at the same time ah?
=))
happy birthday to them!!!

that my day yersterday.
maybe gonna change my hp today.
=))
so happy.
going back fer my tv.
bye bye~~

=((

2005-01-21T23:11:00.000-08:00

i'm back!!!
went to town with michelle,emi,dez,cat,lionel,manda,and bj.
whew!~
quite a long list ah.

planning to go k-box
but its full house.
=((
catch a movie 'omen'
it dont seems to be a scary movie
but not bad lahh.
story quite touching~

to coffee club after da movie
den back to k-pool and saw andreas,bishen and co.
on the way back i bump to shawn and gal friend.
yupp.
slack ard~~
to the place beside someset mrt.
lionel and his jokes
LOLSS.
couples quarel..haizz
................
sweet home after that.
=))

i think i finally understand and get things sort out.
i just need a few more days to make sure.

STRESS!!!

2005-01-19T21:10:00.000-08:00

just ended my tuition
went to 'that shop' to get my eyes check.
but the lady boss currently not there.
-.-

ahya
i'm feeling damn stress okayy?
dun talk to me.
just kill me and i try to struggle and that's THE END fine?!!

sdasdkjljfhysddggjasdagfkjfgkgjkjs
i just hate it when i try to do sumthing realise i cant slove it no matter how hard i tried.
I DONT WANT IT
bahhh!!
i dont wantt~~~~

stess stress stress.
what is the cure fer this sickness
such a torture.

pain!!

2005-01-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

yoohoo.
ma eyes hurtss
it hurts the whole day of yersteday~
i scare i will go blind
=xxxxx~

assembley was kinda weird
hmmmmm.
we skipped physics
opps.
=)))
ate kfc fer lunch den dez meet us at simei
back to school fer co~~~~

okay okayy
tt's all.
tv timeee.
faster offline!!!
nites =))

happy birthday grandpa

2005-01-15T12:25:00.000-08:00

happy birthday ah gong
just came back frm my ah gong house.
today is his birthday
he looks so happi when everybody gather at his house
i guess he hope to get to see us more often.

mmmm.
ate darn lot of food there.
steamboat, chocolate cakes, biscuit and kit-ka
=))
fatss~
but i have a fun time.

was chating with jia jia
she's so cute
can get worried fer a small thingss.
*pinch her face
LOLss

that's all fer today i guess.

i want to get things sort out.
my mind told me to do so
but my body just refuse.
help me~~

performance~

2005-01-15T12:15:00.000-08:00

i'm back frm tm
went da the bank to do sumthing.
ermm
bought quite a number of things.
=)
today is ma grandpa birthday
got to go prepare later.

yesterday-
got 2 peirod of history
hmmm....Mr Nahar..
he's so different in da class room and on the stage.

michelle,emi cat and manda went stright home after sch to change.
den town.
millie to mitch's house.
me??
went home fer afternoon nap den back to sch fer performance.
its not exactly perfromance
i should say sec one cca orientation
yaa.
end around 8 plus.
eat dinner den home sweet home.
=))

phew! phew.phew~
a moment of wrong almost take away my life.

i hate myself,i wanna change.

2005-01-13T17:49:00.000-08:00

whoo... time really pass by quickly.
read my last post and its still during the holidays.
haiss.
i wanna turn back the clock and start things over again!!!

reach home quite early today.
just woke up from afternoon nap
=))
its gonna be the end of 2nd week
so happi
nth much to blog.
tt's all.
and ya
i dun like physics lesson.

i hate myself,i wanna change.
right now,this minute,this second!!!

my heart feels so heavy

2005-01-11T21:55:00.000-08:00

just take my chem andd physics test
its quite diff
hais.
history class was darn funny
czechosl0ovakia
LOLS S =)))
alright. that's the only thing that turns out nice.

cat,emi and manda went da town after sch
millie and i ate at eastpoint.
co
oh yaa.and sec one cca choice is on this fri.

my heart feels so heavy
i want to fall asleep
deep asleep...
i wanna dream, a beautiful dream.
just hope that tmr i will not feel the way i'm going through now.

lots of dayys

2005-01-06T18:43:00.000-08:00

i'm so tiredd
yawns~
yersterday went da co rehersal late in the night
talk about that later.
yupp.
i have fun in class
classmates are so funny.
lolss.
emi,cat,manda and mitch went to other place.
millie and i went da tm
just reach home ot long ago.
millie bought lotsa stuff.
=)

3/1-
its first dayy of sch
turns out better than what i expected.
=))
our from teacher is mdm chan
she's teaching us eng.
its quite funn actualy
but i hate waking up early.
=((
the first dayy of sch
and i feeling damn stress.
once any teacher walks in they will talk about result.
STRESS!!!

my mum's is calling fer me
gonna eat dinner nw.
byes~

happy new year/sch's opening

2005-01-02T13:47:00.000-08:00

its rainingg.
=))))

new year eve-
went to downtown east fer sakura buffet.
slurpsss~
okayy,den to the place where they countdown
got sparyed like snowmen.
after the countdown,
some malays guys fought and got to stop the whole party
some refuse to listen so the police chase them around the enclose area.
omgg.

new year dayy-
happy new year!!!
went da harbour front with my cousins and aunty.
they bought lotsa stuff
ermm
i just bought a t-shirt.
=)
went ova to bugis fer my bro stuff
bought a sch bag and earings fer myself.

den back home lohh.
they feel like having supper
so we went the canteen fer roti-prata.
=)))
den to my cousin house
~~~~
reach home ard 1 plus.
yaa. tt's bout my new year dayy.

2/1
gonna stay home the whole dayy
to pack sch stuff and books.
and yaa
study fer term one week one test.
=(((
siannzz.

sickening~

2004-12-28T23:08:00.000-08:00

went da co todayy
and yeah! e morning practice.
sumthing happen in the bus when we return to sch.
ggrrr
!!!!!
that sickening 'anit-drug' guyy.
scold us fer being noisy
and said what he WARN us not to be noisy already.
wat da hell??!!
fghfgfhgfhgfhfghfg
idoitic guy
puii!~spit.
the worst thing is he still wearing that anti-drug badge on his shirt!!
omg
cant stand it.

ahhh.
forget about it.
phew~~
just a few minutes ago
a lizard drop on my LEG!!!
~ ~ !! ~ ~ ! ~
damn super scary.
until now,i still can feel the lizard on my leg
scared.

i'm going to bed soonn.
very soon
to let this unlucky dayy over soon.
nitey nitess.

i miss the gurls.
=(())(())
!!!!

sch stuffss

2004-12-26T12:16:00.000-08:00

went out with my parents to get sch stuffs.
-sch shoes
-pencil case
-rubber band and clips
yupp
will get my bag another dayy
dinner at tm food court.

to randi house and than back home.

merry chirstmas.

2004-12-25T13:33:00.000-08:00

merry chirstmas to all =))
whooo~~ its chirstmass. yayy.

chirstmas eve-
meet e gurls and lionel.
emi, millie and i went to eat yoshi.
cat and lionel went to orchard fer sumthing.
later we bump to amanda and guys.
yupp.
i got to go to my cousin hse,so i leave them earlier.
so sadd
=(((
cant countdown with them.

reach my cousin hse about 10 plus.
play games, and eat stuff like ham and cake.
mmmm.
i love e ham.
=))
~~exchange present after 12.
yipeee!!~~
tt's my favorite partt!!!
continue the party by talking and playing games till 1 plus.

chirstmas gift~(chocolates)
a box of chocolate
a shape of handbag chocolate.(its sooo cutee)
wrap in a box of present its inside is chocolates.
fury wishing well chocolate.
teddy bear present chocolate
got the shape the shiny poach chocolate.
my favorite!!~a love chocolate
andd some small chocolate.

(stuff)
lip gloss-aunty-
a piglet(damn super cute) -millie-
piglet keychain -randi-
photo frame -cat-
fila t-shirt -exchange present-
wilber VCD!!! =) -emi-

i'mm so happy.
thanks everyonee.
enjoy ya chirstams.
=)))

k box

2004-12-23T14:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to k box with dez-emi-cat and lionel.
where's millie? =((
anyway we keep shouting and laughing.
to heeren den taka and back home.

going to tm later on.
shop fer chirstmas present.=)
tmr is chirstmas eve!!!

tiredd.

2004-12-18T15:09:00.000-08:00

back from co.
yayyy,there will be no practice on nxt sat.
yupp.
lunch at kfc.

i miss my gurls.
emi is sickk. =((
ohhh. my poor lil'gurll.
take careee.

thinking of where to go later.
terrible bored-ness
ggrrrr.

happy birthday lionel.

2004-12-15T12:29:00.000-08:00

happy birthday lionel.
i'm back from town.
hahaa.went to celebrate lionel's birthdayy.
emi is back with us.=))
yeeaa!!!

okayy. went fer a movie
ended at 8 plus
yupp.
dinner at far east.
i had taste of wat they call 'sentosa water'
lol. it was not that bad ~

my tv timee!!
byess.
i will learn to accept all these one dayy.

emi's coming back tmr.

2004-12-13T23:09:00.000-08:00

burpss.
hahaa. i'm too full
ate losta stuff today.
went to town with mum,aunty.another aunty and randi.
they walk all the way frm heeren to plaza just to buy a pot!!!
reach tamp around 6 plus,went to randi house after that.
yupp.

i'm missing emii.
she's coming back tmr,goshh i'm really happy.
fgfgfsdfddsgfhgdhfhgd. i feel like hugging her tightly.
see ya soon emi. =))))

i'm feeling low and hign at the same moment.

2004-12-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

wuha!!!
lol.hahaa
went to imm to get a glimpse of wilber pan. =)
today didn't get to see him clearly
lots of pple squeezing ,pushing around,shouting all that stuff.
and one more thing, tons of pple strecth up their hands hign out to take pictures
is like so darn hard to see him.
great time =)

back to my cousin hse after the imm thingy.
ate mac fer dinner.
yupp.
that's about my day.